KISAH SI MATA DAN TUANNYA

it's almost 7 am and i'm still not sleep.

aku bertanya pada si mata ; "apsal ko xmo pejam lagi ha??pagi nanti kite nak kemas bilik tau..kalu ko x pejam cane aku nak rehat??"

pantas si mata menjawab; "ko punya pasal la..yang ko p tdo sampai 12jam semalam tu pahal..la ni nak marah aku plak x pejam2.."

aku pon dengan rase bersalahnye trus berkata; "owh..ekk..a'ah ye, smalam kite tdo sampai 12jam. patut ar ko x pejam2 dr td. hish..camno ni??kalu x rehat, nnt musti x larat nak kemas bilik. da la posa.."

si mata berkata; "tau pon salah ko..pe kata ko tutup laptop ni and p kira bape helai rambut ko ade..kot2 ble tertdo ke..huhu.."

aku lalu berkata; "apa punya x logik idea ko ni..tp xpe, biar aku tutup laptop ni dulu. nnt kte same2 golek2 kt atas tilam sampai kte terlelap k..hehe.."

Do I look like I care?

I often heard people said that i'm heartless, pigheaded, I do what I want and ignore what people says or thinks, sarcastic and lots more.

One sentence for all above ; "Do I look like I care?"

Goodbye my LOVE!!

You know that feeling, when you look at him and think, wow i love him but we're just friends or maybe when he looks at her, it's hurt you so much sometimes. When you're in love with him and he's in love with her. 'It's confusing' or 'it's complicated' is your answer when someone ask you whats wrong. You've kept it in for so long and no one knows how confused you're so you tell him how much you like him and it turned out that you're hurt so much when he said you know how his feeling is..You and him be friend like usual and act like nothing happened. It's been about almost two years since the 'confession of friend' and now you know that you're ready to let him go and accept the fact that you and him can't be more than just a friend and that's the best for both of you.

I'm FREE now..wehoo..really love and enjoy this moment..

My Pingu

I'm listen to 'Telephone' by Lady Gaga just now while updating my Photobucket. I saw this little penguin dance along with the song and it look so cute doing it. XOXO!!

ADVICE

There's a point in LIFE where you get tired chasing everyone and trying to FIX everything but it's not giving up, it's realizing you don't need certain people and all the BULLSHIT that they bring. You must believe that everything happen for a reason. Tears will eventually fade and one day everything will be exactly how it's suppose to be. MOVING ON is a process and you have to promise yourself that you're really ready to LET GO. Well, advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but we wish we didn't so this is what i want you to know. It's hard for me to discuss this thing face to face with you and I'm not good in giving advice but I wish this could help.

DADDY, I MISS YOU!!

I dunno why but lately i'm kinda sensitive when its come to my father matter. Really miss him. Hope that he be at a better place. Hope that his soul will be bless. AL-FATIHAH..

KISAH SI PERUT DAN TUANNYA

Cuaca mula mendung,

perut sudah berkeroncong lagu 'dondang sayang' minta diisi,

aku bertanya; "apa ko nak perut??"

pizza?kfc?McD?hurmm..jauh skali permintaan ko wahai si perut..pekata kita makan meehun?

perut lalu berkata dgn bengangnya; "apa??meehun lagi..da la hari ni aku saket sbb smalam makan meehun ko yg x cukup masak tu."

aku pun tanpa rase bersalah trus berkata; "alarh..ok la tu..da x masin kan?dulu ko complaint meehun aku masin..ade improvement la tu yunk oit.."

perut lalu membalas; "ko ske dera aku kan!!"

aku pon berkata; "nak makan ke xnak??mau ke tidak??mau ke tidak??"

perut pon berkata dengan nada bengangnya; "yo lah!!yo lah!!mentang2 die yg suap makanan dalam mulut"

aku tersenyum gembira lalu berkata; "haha..camni la perut kesayangan beta..walaupon ko buncit tp aku ttp cayunk ko..sabar ye perut..tuan ko ni mmg malas nak pikir makanan laen ptg2 buta ni..sok aku banje ko makan sedap ekk..cayang ko..muahx.."

usaha tangga kejayaan

sedang berusaha untuk belajar 'sesuatu' tp masih blom berjaya.

aku akan cuba lagi bsok malam.

chayok!! hwaiting!! gambate!! berusaha!!

Ikhlas dari hati seorang sahabat

You've upset me even more than I already was. I know u already read my blog and i know that i already exposed accidentally. aku harap kita masih bersahabat.bukan niat aku nak tpo kau but ble dfikirkan blek aku x pernah tpo kau pon..in fact ko yg tpo aku at the first place..kalu ini menyebabkan ko rase persahabatan kte yang terbina sejak tingkatan 1 musnah, aku x dapat nak menghalangnya. Terima Kasih sebab sudi menjadi sahabat aku selama ni dan Terima Kasih sebab membuang aku dari hidup kau. Hope that u live happily ever after.

I never be the same...

This is for "you know who u r"..I dunno how ur feeling right now and what's been on ur mind but one thing 4 sure I know that I hurt so much..when I met u back early 2008, I thought that we can be friend forever but I was wrong..I dunno what that I've done wrong when u throw me away just like that. You not pick up my call or even reply my msg. I've have this thought in my mind that you might been busy but it almost half-year since the last we met. You know how much I hate a person who left their friend just like that without any explanation on why it happen and for me to accept them back in my life is just too impossible. I'm sorry if I could not be the same person if we ever meet again.

Tell Me Goodbye - Big Bang

Babo [korean] - Stupid

he sent me home yesterday..and i saw something that make me felt quite happy..he hang my gift in his car..what a pleasant surprise..haha..and then he start to showed me the pic of his ex which ruined my happiness..damn u hurt me dowh..

fitrah manusia

Fitrah manusia..

Ble susah baru nak cari kita..

Ble senang nak say hello pon susah..

Agak sedih ble mengenangkan orang yang langsung x kenang budi kita..

bukan mengharap balasan tp...

sendiri hidup, sendiri mau ingat la..

PAHANG

The pursuit of happiness can be difficult.
Too many responsibilities, too much pressure.
Still, this shouldn't stop me from having fun.

Just coming back from Pahang attending one of my fren's wedding.
I really huv a great time there.
Meeting old frens, taking picture, being goofy and of coz talking about the good old days.

Since the wedding was at Jinka 8 so we decided to drop by at Bandar Pusat Jinka before we going back to Kuantan. There are a lot of things have changed in here. There's no more shopping mall called 'Masapak' where we used to shopped n the most important thing was they got KFC now in Jinka.

I'm coming back from Pahang on Sunday and i still huv one day off.
Wanna know how i spent my off day??
Home..with a towel on my forehead..
I've got a cold and fever as i came back from Pahang.
Neway, i really huv a great time there and i can't wait to meet them again..

xoxo..

Bila kita sakit hati,
cara terbaik yg kita rasa adalah
dgn melepaskan kemarahan pada org lain..

Bila kita sakit hati,
jari mula menunding mencari kesalahan org lain..

Bila kita sakit hati,
kita rasa macam semua orang kat dunia ni cuma sampah yang
menyusahkan hidup kita..

Bila kita sakit hati,
kita rasa macam Tuhan x pernah berlaku adil..

tapi..

pernah x kita bersyukur dgn apa yg kita ada selama ni..
pernah x kita terfikir segala yang terjadi ada sebabnya...ada hikmahnya..

Tuhan sentiasa berlaku adil dan sygkan kita semua, cuma dugaan yang dilalui setiap insan tentunya berbeza2. Nak x nak kita kena laluinya..jgn sesekali mengganggap diri kita adalah insan yg paling malang di dunia sbb kita x pernah tahu dan xkan pernah tahu kesusahan orang lain..

AZAM TAHUN BARU!!

Tahun ni azam aku cam banyak ckit dari azam aku tahun sudah..ehee..below is listing for my new resolution..

1. Aku akan cube kutip hutang aku. I'm not saying dat i'm going to be cruel like 'along' kutip hutang juz hoping dat i manage to get back my money cuz aku punya duit kt orang lagi banyak dr duit simpanan aku kt bank..huhu..
2. Capai azam aku 2 tahun lepas untuk kumpul duit tabung rm1000(tabung k..bukan simpan dalam bank). 2 tahun lepas aku cume berjaya kumpul rm600. Tahun lepas plak lg hampeh..rm500 je so hoping dat this year i can achieve my target..
3. Start bayar hutang PTPTN yg da lama tertunggak tu..cian kt bebudak laen yang memerlukan..
4. Aku nak kurangkan cakap pasal benda2 yang x berfaedah..daripada aku dok buang mase cakap pasal benda2 yg x mendatangkan untung tu baek aku buang mase pikir camne nak jd kaya..huhu..
5. Nak bersenam sbb aku da rase cam org tua..blek keje je tdo sbb penat sgt..huhu..(yg ni mmg aku x yakin langsung but i'll try my best)

Actually ade banyak lg but aku bgtau yg ni je la dulu k..please, please n please support me..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Apy new yar even though i know it's too late for it..lol..

Sekejap je mase berlalu..da pon masuk tahun baru..huu..My life seem to be ok for now even there's a lot of things happened..i want to enjoy and cherish every moment in my life and put a side all the things yg bikin semak kepala..currently i'm listening to "wedding dress" song by Tae Yang from BigBang..It's a good song and i really like the piano part..talk about wedding dress, sorang lagi kawan aku bakal menamatkan zaman bujang die x lame lagi..congratulation and insyaallah i'll attend her wedding..tahun ni jugak 2 of my friend selamat melahirkan anak masing2.congrat gak tuk korang..selamat menjalani kehidupan baru..

Semoga tahun baru ni segala yang korang impikan tercapai da semoga kite semua gembira sentiasa.