Friday, August 6, 2010

Goodbye my LOVE!!

You know that feeling, when you look at him and think, wow i love him but we're just friends or maybe when he looks at her, it's hurt you so much sometimes. When you're in love with him and he's in love with her. 'It's confusing' or 'it's complicated' is your answer when someone ask you whats wrong. You've kept it in for so long and no one knows how confused you're so you tell him how much you like him and it turned out that you're hurt so much when he said you know how his feeling is..You and him be friend like usual and act like nothing happened. It's been about almost two years since the 'confession of friend' and now you know that you're ready to let him go and accept the fact that you and him can't be more than just a friend and that's the best for both of you.

I'm FREE now..wehoo..really love and enjoy this moment..

My Pingu

I'm listen to 'Telephone' by Lady Gaga just now while updating my Photobucket. I saw this little penguin dance along with the song and it look so cute doing it. XOXO!!


There's a point in LIFE where you get tired chasing everyone and trying to FIX everything but it's not giving up, it's realizing you don't need certain people and all the BULLSHIT that they bring. You must believe that everything happen for a reason. Tears will eventually fade and one day everything will be exactly how it's suppose to be. MOVING ON is a process and you have to promise yourself that you're really ready to LET GO. Well, advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but we wish we didn't so this is what i want you to know. It's hard for me to discuss this thing face to face with you and I'm not good in giving advice but I wish this could help.

Thursday, August 5, 2010


I dunno why but lately i'm kinda sensitive when its come to my father matter. Really miss him. Hope that he be at a better place. Hope that his soul will be bless. AL-FATIHAH..

Sunday, August 1, 2010


Cuaca mula mendung,
perut sudah berkeroncong lagu 'dondang sayang' minta diisi,

aku bertanya; "apa ko nak perut??"

pizza?kfc?McD?hurmm..jauh skali permintaan ko wahai si perut..pekata kita makan meehun?

perut lalu berkata dgn bengangnya; "apa??meehun lagi..da la hari ni aku saket sbb smalam makan meehun ko yg x cukup masak tu."

aku pun tanpa rase bersalah trus berkata; "alarh..ok la tu..da x masin kan?dulu ko complaint meehun aku masin..ade improvement la tu yunk oit.."

perut lalu membalas; "ko ske dera aku kan!!"

aku pon berkata; "nak makan ke xnak??mau ke tidak??mau ke tidak??"

perut pon berkata dengan nada bengangnya; "yo lah!!yo lah!!mentang2 die yg suap makanan dalam mulut"

aku tersenyum gembira lalu berkata; "haha..camni la perut kesayangan beta..walaupon ko buncit tp aku ttp cayunk ko..sabar ye perut..tuan ko ni mmg malas nak pikir makanan laen ptg2 buta ni..sok aku banje ko makan sedap ekk..cayang ko..muahx.."